Here's The Plan | Life Update

Hola.

I'm here with my laptop and a cup of coffee, and a box full of chocolates. That, I can never resist if I ever tried too. So, It's been realllyyyy long, since the last the last time I'd did blogging was it about a year or so, simply I was out of inspiration and everything else seems to be so out of place in that time period I just felt like that life is just going and nothing interesting is happening.(boring right *poker face*)

When I think about it, I really needed that time for myself. So, It's been pretty hectic lately. Last year, I gave birth to our beautiful daughter, and now that she's a year old.(hmm time goes out really fast don't you think) So, life with a toddler can be hard at times. I just can't seem to concentrate on myself anymore, life, work or even me, but this un-productivity is literally killing me, but sometimes when I take time for myself. I just have like this gut wrenching feeling, like I'm doing something wrong and that guilty feeling is just so mind sickening(am I being dramatic, I think you could say that)

So, tell me you all the moms out there, do you feel the same way like I do?

karachi's whether is acting up so weirdly nowadays, sometimes it's so HOT af and sometimes it's raining. So, here's a cute little picture of my lemonade, in this hot weather(smiley face)

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Being 23

13.01.18 was my day.

Who does think that times goes out really fast, seriously it's 2018 already. I still remember the 18 year old me wondering, where my life is going to be in the upcoming years(plus can we focus on that I'm 23 really) Is it safe to say that being 23 is not so great of a feeling, because as time passes I feel more and more like an adult. At some point I'm still the same old me, wondering where the hack I am in my life. I want to do more things in my life, I want to travel, I just want to enjoy my life I've learnt so many things in my 23 years, I've grown to love reading as much as anything in the entire world(like reading is my holy grail), enjoying every little thing in my life and yeah there was a few hard bumps on the way, there was a time when did people criticize me and said something about me, and the silly old me took that really hard on myself. Now I wonder back to those days, why do I really care about those people seriously, they were a waste of time.

So, fast forwarding to birthday which is what this post is really about, my family got me so many gifts and especially a red riding hood cake which is my absolute favourite.

Life Updates

Hello! What is going on in here, yeah I'm eating breakfast right about now and writing my life update post yup.

1. MAKEUP

I'm giving up on makeup, what why?! Umm its so hard that's why! It takes so much time to do your own makeup; seriously how did girls do it! *insert meh face*

2. EATING BREAKFAST

I was never that girl who eat breakfast in the morning nope, a coffee would be nice in the morning but No yup a big 'no' to that. I'm changing my way of living and eating breakfast, not daily but I'm trying what else can I say I'm trying right. Say yes to breakfast.

3. I'M A LIAR

Yup I'm a liar, a big liar I'm one of the biggest liar you said I've ever met on the face of the earth; why you ask bcuz I told you I'm going to post twice a week and that's a LIE cuz I'm too lazy to do anything.

4. ART JOURNAL

I just started a art journal and I'm doing painting and stuff etc etc, you know what I'm talking about what normal people do in art journal yup right.

5. FRIENDS

I'm making friends and trying to be more social, so yeah I'm trying and making good choices though.

6. HAPPY

I think I've never been happy in my entire life, I'm so happy that I can do back flips right now. Ahhh what else can I say I'm just happy.

7. LIFE 

Life goes on and it be like that sometimes, so hopefully I'll be seeing more of you who knows.